Random Thoughts

"and they call it Puppy Love", last night I had a dream of my first love {puppy love], my childhood dreamboat! He came riding down the street on his skateboard. Then the time shifted to our current age. We were hanging out,talking,laughing, and {heaven forbid} kissing. I remember feeling "at home" and "comforted". They do say dreams are windows to your mind. Check out what seeing a childhood boyfriend means under my dream interpertation. Am I feeling overwhelmed? Should I take a step back and look into my dating relationship with R. thru a different window? I am now feeling as if our relationship will only progress to a deep friendship. I had stopped dating other people due to being "overwhelmed" but now ... I am going to beging to date other people. Should I?

I want to look sexy! In order for me to start looking like this. I will need to start eating right and exercising! I so dislike exercise. I would rather pay to look good. But where is the reward for working hard? So I will be joining a yoga class after shift change. I will be going 2x a week. Do you think I can tone and loose a pant size by the first week of April? We all have those skinny jeans we keep in our closet after years,refusing to give them away,because "Damn it! I will fit into these again without the muffin top!" Um..that was 3 years ago. Help me please! Stop with the desserts and candy PPD Girls. I swear I am getting a secetary's ass! Now that isn't very attractive,especially since I am single.